Dream Journal

i may keep a dream journal here...i'm not sure yet if i want it here or not...

so. last night i had an interesting couple of dreams.

first one i remember i was fixing a roof but never could get the pieces to fit and stay then i look down and over and there's a ladder. not sure how i was up there in the first place. someone starts helping me and things come together. i wasn't frustrated in my dream i just remember trying a couple times and being calm. - only insight i see from this dream... help is on the way i just need to be patient? i'll take it.

the next one takes place in a field. it was close to being dusk, windy but i was calm. there were people running around with military guns... no one really acted like i was there. i was just watching. i wasn't afraid, i wasn't sure what i was doing. i saw a girl and she says to me that she is waiting for her helicopter but had broken English. the helicopter was a little different than the usual ...it had bigger blades that were mesh... i remember oranges browns in the sky and they were smeared. - insight on this one, i can only come up with... throughout all the chaos i am calm and that i don't need to get caught up in things. a helicopter represents my ambitions and goals and also means that i am in full pursuit of my goals. ... i decided on Sunday that i would stop living the life I'm living and go somewhere. Hopefully this time it will stick.

next one i remember was really chaotic. i had lost someone's baby...not my own. his name was Stewie. i was running around trying to find him in a jungle like setting. weird... and then i kept telling people to help me find him and no one would help. they jumped into a little pool of water that was deep enough to jump into. they wanted me to but i just kept saying i have to find Stewie... fyi... Stewie is the baby on Family Guy... WTF? lol not sure what to think of this one.