le sigh

I love this ...and i don't care that it's by Miley Cyrus. :)

Miley Cyrus- When I Look At You

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
You're beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.

I am saddened by death of a friend today... Mtich...you'll be missed terribly. I only met Mitch once and it was because of my friend...it was a blind date. I wasn't feelin it romantically.. but i knew he'd be a great friend. We've talked daily while at work on msn messenger for over a year about everything under the sun. Life, love, work, food, how we felt at the moment, music, everything! I don't know his favorite color or his favorite place to eat...but i feel like i know him well and have lost a ray of sunshine in my life. I don't know why you left us Mitch but it saddens me and i wish i knew what happened. R.I.P. my friend...i hope you find love and peace on the other side.

On a good note... i'm happy, healthy and in a better place in life. All thanks to Kelly Cutrone ...


More info on her book go here...

http://www.amazon.com/If-You-Have-Cry-Outside/dp/0061930938

And my co worker Kirsten... she read my tarot cards like 2 weeks ago or so. Basically, i need to leave my love life i've dealt with for so long behind and get lucas out of my life, take care of health issues...which i did. I've had a lot of sad things happen in my life and it's time to turn up the excitement and be happy. Which i have... my life is great. I need to tell those i love how much i love them, just because i can. LOVE YOU FAMILY, FRIENDS, CO WORKERS and everyone that makes the world go round... without you... i wouldn't be here.

xoxo